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Annual Membership to The Afterglow

The Afterglow is my private publication. Membership gets you access to...

  • Access to all current and future courses, including Lapdances4god, Healing Anxious Attachment and Mindfulness & the Enneagram
  • Immediate access to my private publication including 50+ long-form essays, essentially an entire book. 
  • 15 deleted scenes from my third book, From Sh!tshow to Afterglow
  • The audiobook for my second book, PROS BEFORE BROS
  • Guided meditations (including my famous "This Fucking Sucks" meditation)
  • Exclusive monthly members-only community conversations, online events, discussions, and giveaways with high-value prizes!

You can cancel your account at any point and will retain access for the duration of your subscription.

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What Afterglow members are saying...

I am in love with The Afterglow! It’s soooo much value! I’m totally blown away and impressed. From Shitshow To Afterglow has been such a friend to me. Lapdances4god has been such a friend. The anxious attachment course was so powerful and simple and helpful for me. I am so grateful."


The Afterglow is the only content I pay for with a yearly subscription, simply because I couldn't be without Ariel's raw, real, and rejuvenating writing style. Her words often shake me down to my soul, and make my personal shitshow struggles feel seen and shared. Sometimes I snort-laugh, sometimes I ugly-cry, but I always feel supported by Ariel's creations.

Jill H.

The Afterglow is one of my small but impactful acts of self care. My membership gives me a sense of community, keeps me accountable, and offers spiritual guidance. Ariel gives her readers inspiring, challenging and thought-provoking essays which often turn the mundane into the magical -- and we could all use a little dose of magic in our lives.

Leah M

Ariel's work has taught me to be kinder and more compassionate; her work introduced me to queer spaces; to worlds and cultures that my crazy-ass Evangelical parents actively prevented me from knowing about. Her work introduced me to the joy and comfort of being radically yourself and radically inclusive.

R. Rea

As a wellness tool, The Afterglow reminds me daily to practice movement and mindfulness. As a meditation, The Afterglow gets me out of my own narrative and routine to explore new tactics and methods. Whether you are actively inside a Personal Sh!tshow or not, The Afterglow provides thought-provoking and interesting narrative, inspirational devotional movement videos, and transparent, poignant, often snort-through-my-nose-funny essays. Definitely one of my favorite feeds for content in 2020.

Beretta Fleur